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side effects of boredom [Jan. 15th, 2006|02:30 pm]
[mood |artistic]
[music |Theta Titanium - Dope Stars Inc]

I had some acrylic paint, an old painted over canvas, and new brushes.. so I painted my gargoyle statue.  Because of the poor lighting my camera gives, it came out blue when it's really supposed to be purple.  So just imagine in it deep purples and stuff..

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Seeing as it's quiet round here... [Apr. 26th, 2005|03:04 pm]

[mood |Bleep...]
[music |Human Leage - Life Kills]

I made some noise... Latest tracks are Mucha Lucha and Royal Archway or just go to the music page... or something... Royal Archway has been fabulously remixed by my left hand man Omnision but that version isn't there yet... in fact... I haven't heard it yet but DAMN am I excited!. There's also 1 more track called Panic Stingers also in remix... actually... there's masses.

Share & Enjoy.
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Long time.. no update... [Mar. 1st, 2005|06:58 pm]

I've updated my music page. Feel free to download at will. The only thing not publicly linked is the latest creation "Xorsized3.mp3". The music page is here
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2004|07:18 pm]

[mood |blankblank]

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Hey... [Jul. 5th, 2004|09:51 pm]

[mood |calmcalm]

Don't think I've posted in here yet, so here's two of my pieces..

The TruthCollapse )

The Fear of LifeCollapse )
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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2004|07:56 pm]

[mood |gloomygloomy]
[music |The Gathering - Saturnine]

Here's another poem... it's hard to type these with my hand so firmly stapled to my forehead...

Why does noone comment on anything?

Wings outstretched,
I trust in you,
I collapse into your arms,
I know you will hear me,
And give me the wings,
The wings I need,
To break the chains,
That surround my soul,
Your light pervades me,
Straight to the core,
Warming my veins,
Growing my wings,
Helping me learn to see,
In a way I couldn’t perceive before,
Helping my mind expand,
Reinforcing my wings,
To feel your love,
I don’t deserve you.
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(no subject) [May. 19th, 2004|11:47 pm]

[mood |depresseddepressed]

A couple of poems....

Walls of Steel
Tear down these walls that surround my heart,
The barriers have grown from mistrust,
Your spite and malevolence may keep us apart,
But I fail to believe we only shared lust,

The images blur and I can’t see where I’m headed,
No messages, no warning, no direction,
And this feeling inside burns me like acid,
I fear where I’m going and I’m filled with caution

I believed that you could make me complete,
And you’re killing me now with fear and deceit.

You’re a prince and a saviour,
So deep and so loving,
And these are the features I adore,
The strength of your being,

But where are you now?
Lost in your self pity,
And you just can’t allow,
Freedom of your sanity,

You unfolded my wings,
You showed me the light,
You brought me these things,
And I’m holding them tight,

I dreamt that you’d guide,
You’d guide me all the way,
But you pushed me aside,
And I’m scared I’ll go astray.
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Children Of The Night, chapter 2 [May. 16th, 2004|10:16 pm]

[mood |tiredtired]
[music |VNV Nation - Beloved (Club Mix)]

reet, here we go, chapters 2 and 3 :)

Children Of The NightCollapse )
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2004|12:54 pm]

[mood |depresseddepressed]

A poem I wrote a couple of nights ago...

Bleed Me Dry
Bleed me,
I bleed for you,
The dark tears of my veins,
Poisoned by your rapture,
Still flow in their defiance,
Eternal prophecy,
A razor on your breath,
Denial and resistance are your shackles,
Bleed me dry my prince.
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Never Again... [May. 11th, 2004|10:06 pm]
Pity me.....

So here I lie,
In a world I can no longer
Call my own.
The darkness waiting to choke
Should I take a breath.
Stare at the
Unforgiving walls
Wrestling against images
Of pain and destruction
That I have no means
To control.
This nightmare fairytale
Of depravity and anguish,
Was not my fault,
Yet has become mine to bear.
Outside the empty windows
The darkness of the city
Is complete,
All encompassing,
Death lurks
In dripping, foetid shadows
And I myself
Am death;
To walk this road alone.
I shudder in corners,
Turning over the bones
Of dead memories
In my mind,
And dreaming of daylight.
To be this thing that I must
For eternity;
An eternal sadness
In the dark....
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