||[May. 19th, 2004|11:47 pm]
A couple of poems....
Walls of Steel
Tear down these walls that surround my heart,
The barriers have grown from mistrust,
Your spite and malevolence may keep us apart,
But I fail to believe we only shared lust,
The images blur and I can’t see where I’m headed,
No messages, no warning, no direction,
And this feeling inside burns me like acid,
I fear where I’m going and I’m filled with caution
I believed that you could make me complete,
And you’re killing me now with fear and deceit.
You’re a prince and a saviour,
So deep and so loving,
And these are the features I adore,
The strength of your being,
But where are you now?
Lost in your self pity,
And you just can’t allow,
Freedom of your sanity,
You unfolded my wings,
You showed me the light,
You brought me these things,
And I’m holding them tight,
I dreamt that you’d guide,
You’d guide me all the way,
But you pushed me aside,
And I’m scared I’ll go astray.